Nouveau depart.

Not all so doom and gloom it seems. Not quite as I hoped for either, but someday everything will fall into its right place and we will find a nice balance, some kind of harmony in this fucked up, stupid situation. The sooner, the better, because it's got to be highly worth it.

Sometimes I'm impressed at how brutally honest I can be. Just like I was. Although, I do like it. I believe that nobody owes anything to anyone, except probably honesty. Not always so easy though.

So I guess I'm moving on, trying to make it easier for myself and probably also for my close friends. Minimising collateral damages y'know...

It seems that we are all in such different stages in life that it's just a bit of a challenge to be connected at the same time with the individuals who matter.

Click, click, click. Won't stop just yet I'm afraid...

Faites de beaux reves xx

Life's a bitch and then you die.

La lose, la vraie, celle qui te fait bien regretter les semaines passées. C'est comme etre sur un nuage et d'un jour au lendemain, d'une minute a l'autre, te retrouver sous le nuage. Le nuage te suit. Right on top of your head.
Pas de logique, pas d'honneteté. Move on. Fast. Faster!

Pas si simple. Click, re-click. Rien ne se passe, rien n'a changé depuis les deux dernieres minutes. Click de nouveau. Une heure, deux heures plus tard: toujours rien. 'Won't be back.

Click, click, click.... Click. Mip.

Shorter posts. More depth into them.

Night night. x

So not is all lost.

There's still hope since my beautiful flatmate Jacobo was here to put some sense into my confused mind. Maybe the key to stay out of trouble is to genuinely be detached. So far so good!

Sov Godt!

La lose (bis)

Damn it. This is turning out to be a shitty evening. A super ratty evening. Karo I miss you!

Adolescent heart

Fuck, this is gonna be a goood day, and I know it for FACT. And you know why?
Because somehow someone on this ill planet has had the kindness to offer me his bathtub. Someone kind and understanding -and also friggin awesome! KIMBO!!
Oh I'm excited! First bath in a YEAR. At some point I just stopped hoping! But believe it or not, Kim came along and saw how much of a big deal this bath was. So I'm going ALL THE WAY to Inverleith, taking the bus on a sunday, carrying my towels and others bath accessories with me. But Man, this has to be worth it! A real bath with HOT HOT HOT water, steam, bubbles, music, and... wait for it... a Veggie meal at the end! Yeah because... Kim had to entertain herself while I fully enjoy myself, therefore she so kindly offered to cook us a veggie meal for when I come out of my bath! I must have done something right! Don't ask what, but I know that today, I'm blessed!

My friend Sabrina's asked me to paint her two paintings for her new flat. One for her bedroom and one for her living room. We agreed she would let me do what I do best for the living room. Something black and white or with colour blocks. Something graphic, structured, pop, fun. Something I would definitely enjoy painting.
But for the second one, the one for her bedroom she had something very precise in mind. An Hawaiian flower. Yes. An Hawaiian flower. Bloody hell!

So. I thought I'm just gonna have to figure out something bacause I can't just be painting a freaking Hawaiian flower with some leafs, nice colours, tah dah!!!! No. I started thinking of how I could change this project into an exciting thing. Also something that I could relate to, feel close to. Because after all it's not like I sell paintings for a living or anything. I still need to do enjoy it and be proud of it.

And there it was. I found a picture on my beloved website and I thought that's the one! Im just gonna change it and customize it to my dear Swiss friend and I hooope she'll like it. If not I'll keep it. Even with the Hawaiian flowers.