Uh?

AAAHHHHHHHH OUHHHHHHHH IIIHHHHHHHH!!!!!

That was it.

Good night. xx

Trying to remember

I woke up this morning remembering the fantastic dream I was in just before this feckin alarm clock rang... My dad came to see me here in Scotland, he came to pick me up at work during lunch time, we jumped onto this flying open train and had the most amazing sushis... Good times <3

So here are a few songs I'm sure he would enjoy right now...

Besoin de rien, envie de toi.

I need more time. I need to feel the satisfaction hit my brain and sending warmth down my spine. I need a friend who doesn't judge. I need to get a grip.

I need a camera, nylon strings, a gold necklace, a matt light blue nail polish, more lace socks, a book shelf, all Frederick Beigbeder's books to put on my needed bookshelf, a LBD, paint brushes, pencils, a Birkin, new music, new fucking awesome music.

And there's this other thing that I feel I've always wanted -more than all the things I could have ever felt I needed, but it seems it's yet too special to get it just now...

Give me some of that.

Hard to explain

All of us. We are all so different but all the same at the same time. I cannot imagine that the ones that pretend to be happy all the time really are. Same as I don't find the tortured ones credible enough to feel for them.
I believe that we are all different, complicated individuals, only showing the tip of our own iceberg. There's so much more to someone that what they want to show. You think you know someone and then something happens one day and you just realize that there's still a long way to go to fully understand what this person really is about.

But it's good to just leave a bit of mystery in the whole process of getting to know each other. How extremely boring would that be if it only took like a few months to fully get to know someone.


... Feel the happiness, the sadness.
Just know.
Straight away.
No words.

Just a look and all is said...

Not happening.

You're the one that I want

I have many complexes. My biggest one, however, is probably not the one that you would think of. What makes me a bit ashamed, uncomfortable, and all quiet sometimes is my lack of classics knowledge. And by that I mean the fact that coming from France I have a lack of musical roots. Oh no, I said it! Yes, I am completely ignorant, blatantly unfamiliar to the biggest artists that have influenced today's music.

BUT the most important part is that I am going towards better times. I am learning everyday more and more, so that when I am the great music event manager that I want to be I can be credible and believe in myself as a real, true and faithful music lover. Beautiful!

Comforting moments

The cutest!